A call that used to be sweet

Few months ago, whenever i receive his call.. we'll have a good and sweet conversation.. and i'll be very happy after had a long chat with him..
but NOW, today... we have nothing to talk... the call remain silence ..
since when it became like this?
what is happening right now?!!

Time

As for now, I really need time to heal myself..
Why is this happening to me everytime?
I really don't understand~!!
haiz... what should i do in order to get rid of those pain that is killing me every nano seconds!?
How long will it takes to be myself again?
Many questions keep popping out in my mind like non-stop!!
I've been telling myself "ENOUGH" , 'STOP IT! STOP IT" but to no avail...
I just can say, I'VE TRIED MY BEST!